Making it to 15 would be a miracle
Hm... what to say about today.
Well what comes to mind is that... IT SUCKED. Its not over yet though, the day. I dont think any ways. I'm supposed to go hang out with Chad and Lauren.
Why did it suck you ask? Because i have a brother who beats me a mother that says its all me and a dad who is just dying to leave our lives
He threatened to leave again because we keep fighting. But wtf i dont start any of those fights he starts by making fun of me and then i make fun of him back so he kicks me over and over in the ribs and scratches the skin off my ankle.
And you know what he does? He scratches a scab off and says i hurt him. WTF??? You know it just makes you wonder if there really is an omen child. So today sucked because after all that the fighting continued and i actually picked jude up off the chair and let him go on the floor or tried.
SO my mom calls my dad and he says he doesnt care because hes leaving. What the hell, thats about the millionth time. He's been saying that since the 6th grade.
I really dont know what i'm going to do when jude turns 13. Right now he's a kid, but whats ganna happen when he's a teenager????? I mean really. I'm going to die. This is my last farewell because his birthday is next month.
If i dont make it...tell everyone i knew at school...They SUCK.
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I died and went to hell home.
Well what comes to mind is that... IT SUCKED. Its not over yet though, the day. I dont think any ways. I'm supposed to go hang out with Chad and Lauren.
Why did it suck you ask? Because i have a brother who beats me a mother that says its all me and a dad who is just dying to leave our lives
He threatened to leave again because we keep fighting. But wtf i dont start any of those fights he starts by making fun of me and then i make fun of him back so he kicks me over and over in the ribs and scratches the skin off my ankle.
And you know what he does? He scratches a scab off and says i hurt him. WTF??? You know it just makes you wonder if there really is an omen child. So today sucked because after all that the fighting continued and i actually picked jude up off the chair and let him go on the floor or tried.
SO my mom calls my dad and he says he doesnt care because hes leaving. What the hell, thats about the millionth time. He's been saying that since the 6th grade.
I really dont know what i'm going to do when jude turns 13. Right now he's a kid, but whats ganna happen when he's a teenager????? I mean really. I'm going to die. This is my last farewell because his birthday is next month.
If i dont make it...tell everyone i knew at school...They SUCK.
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I died and went to hell home.