lost
Somewhere in between exams and meds, sleepless nights and being strangely homesick, somewhere in between unfinished homework and friends I should've called but haven't, in between restless dreams and being silent when I really shouln't be... somewhere there I lost myself.
It's been useless crying fits late at night, unreasoned anger and I am at a point where I can't bear another person's touch at all anymore.
...even though, I have my headphones on, the large studio headphones that don't allow any sound from the outside to get through and guys like Ludovico Einaudi, Wim Mertens, Fabrizio Paterlini, Giovanni Allevi and bands like whitetree and Message to Bears are slowly picking up the pieces and putting me back together.
I guess I just wanted to say thanks.
And thanks to M for being there.
I'm not okay but I'll be. It'll take a while, but I'll be. Promise.
It's been useless crying fits late at night, unreasoned anger and I am at a point where I can't bear another person's touch at all anymore.
...even though, I have my headphones on, the large studio headphones that don't allow any sound from the outside to get through and guys like Ludovico Einaudi, Wim Mertens, Fabrizio Paterlini, Giovanni Allevi and bands like whitetree and Message to Bears are slowly picking up the pieces and putting me back together.
I guess I just wanted to say thanks.
And thanks to M for being there.
I'm not okay but I'll be. It'll take a while, but I'll be. Promise.