my hair is too long as the acid keeps battering my chest
jesus christ this has been a shitty shitty day...i've sat around eating and whinning..goddamn my back hurts...any doctors-to-be or pushers wanna help me out? any huge doses of any sort of narcotic will do just fine, thank you...i will nevereverever use my back again...please oh god make this shooting pain go away...today i was driving my car out of the shopping center and when i pushed the break the car kept going...and going...and going...man, do i love packed snow on the roads...my car was about an inch from the suv sitting in front of me before it finally stopped...my heart was beating so fast that i was able to forget about my back for a few minutes...anyone have a vial of pure endorphins they're willing to shoot me up with? this gnawing pain has put me into the foulest of moods...everything is annoying me...from the acid trailing up from my stomach to the yellowish tint the lightbulb makes in this godforsaken living room...i want so badly to work out but this goddamn back of mine won't let me...i dont' react well to prolonged physical pain...i become enraged...and i am becoming enraged...the apartment feels messy but i can't clean it...i need to study but i can't...goddamnit fuckfuckfuckfuck...my stomach feels distended with the food i ate today...i can't stand this feeling...i want to vomit away this food and this pain and fill it with all the lovely packed snow...fuck