Dinner
so this is going to be a quick rant. beacuse thats what a diary is for. to bitch.
its not here to recoard wonderfull events. thoses are vivid.
ao continuing.
I'm living in Akron, Ohio with Steve for the past 2ish weeks.
So tonight Steve msgs me on aim from his bedroom and says "do you want me to cook or do you wanna go out to eat"
well its his money so i really dont care so i said
"if you're in the mood to cook, cook away"
So hes going to cook Spageggti, Salad, and Garlic Bread.
and i say Whats for desert?
so we decide on cheesecake.
so I take the time to look up a recipe for cheesecake.
we goto the store to get the ingredients to cook this dinner. I insiste on Romain lettece over IceBerg lettece.
we get a few extras like eggs and cottage cheese.
We buy a Sara Lee Cheesecake.
anyways the Total was 75 dollars for fuckin food. for Ohio thats a lot of fuckin money for just raw food.
so steve makes a salad and throws in red onion and cheeder cheese and uses a red balasmic dressing.
he makes 2 different sauces 1 with meat and 1 without meat.
I of course jazzed the meatless sauce up with orgenao, basil, pepper, diced onion. it was based from X brand Roaster Garlic so i didnt put anymore garlic in it but i shoulda. anwyays
we are like ETA 10mins and hes on the phone with Ben and suddenly Ben is gonna eat with us. Which is perfectly cool cuz i dont have a problem with people. normally.
so that is my pre bitch to set up my bitch fit.
It all starts right NOW.
Ben pulls into the drive way and steve goes out to greet him and of course have a cigerate. so i go out socially go smoke too and meet his friend, Ben.
I have to introduce myself.
and we are you know whatever hanging about and steve finishes his ciggerate and so Ben and Steve go into the house and leave me alone to smoke by myself.
Ben doesnt realize this but Steve clearly knows I am a _social_ smoker. I only light up because i'm in the company of someone smoking. call it stupid but thats how i do it. So that was rude step number one.
soooo i take 3 puffs and i put it out and go in side. great so steve is already started to dish out salad.
so he dishes out 2 bowls of salad. while i'm standing right in front of them both.
none for brian.
he dishes out noodles and meatsauce for Ben. and then goes back and does it again for himself.
none for brian.
in the meantime i offered to clear the dinner table off so we didnt have to eat in the living room. so i moved and cleaned the table. steve moved my LCD screens cuz they were heavy. I then cleaned the table with 409.
I start tearing papertowels apart as cheap napkins.
Ben would you like some Garlic bread? oh fab.
none for brian.
then Steve offers Ben a drink. and ben just wants water and steve gets a pop.
no one offered brian anything.
so they litterlly went and sat at the table and so i had to go and get my own noodles and Non meat sause and my garlic bread and i had to dish out my own salad and so by the time i get to the table they are half done eatting.
so i sit down and i start eatting my salad and then i realize i need a drink .so i get up and get a bottle of Dasani. and sit back down.
ZERO dinner conversation.
Then. as if it couldn't get worse. Steve Belches really really loud. and really really long.
and I normally dont bitch about someone burping because i love to amplify my stomache gas. but there was company (ben) and it was the 1st time we had ever sat around at the dinner table together. so i dunno maybe i thought it would be rememberable. well it i guess it is in a way.
So i'm eatting away and steve burps again...and again...and again.
Then they finish eatting and ben and steve get up. put their plates next to the sink. and go into the living room and start chit chatting.
So now I am ALONE at the table. ALONE in the dinning room. Eatting..ALONE. well there was the dog at my feet waiting for some sort of morsal of food.
so i ate so fast i was full so i didnt even finish i just put it on the counter and walked into the living room and got on the computer. because my computer is hooked up to the widescreen HDTV :) and i stop my music and i start to play Roller Coaster Tycoon 3.
i didnt say a word to them. and then they left to goto the "bank" but i dont know any bank open on a sunday at 6:30 so maybe ATM would have worked better for that excuse to do whatever.
i'm sorry but in all my days i have never been left alone to eat and maybe it hurts more becaus i'm a social butterfly. but it just really fucked me off that steve could be so inconsiderate. and what fucks me off more is he doesnt even realize it. and i cant say something without being a total ass.
well this didnt turn out to be too bitchy.
i kinda worry sometimes i bitch to much. lately i've been really loud too. like i just end up talking really loud. like no one can hear me?i dunno
Fuck the world.
more reason to move to Cincinatti.
Oh and for all you lovely Livejouranlist. I have a boyfriend now!
his name is AJ.
hes on my myspace in my number 1 spot.
its not here to recoard wonderfull events. thoses are vivid.
ao continuing.
I'm living in Akron, Ohio with Steve for the past 2ish weeks.
So tonight Steve msgs me on aim from his bedroom and says "do you want me to cook or do you wanna go out to eat"
well its his money so i really dont care so i said
"if you're in the mood to cook, cook away"
So hes going to cook Spageggti, Salad, and Garlic Bread.
and i say Whats for desert?
so we decide on cheesecake.
so I take the time to look up a recipe for cheesecake.
we goto the store to get the ingredients to cook this dinner. I insiste on Romain lettece over IceBerg lettece.
we get a few extras like eggs and cottage cheese.
We buy a Sara Lee Cheesecake.
anyways the Total was 75 dollars for fuckin food. for Ohio thats a lot of fuckin money for just raw food.
so steve makes a salad and throws in red onion and cheeder cheese and uses a red balasmic dressing.
he makes 2 different sauces 1 with meat and 1 without meat.
I of course jazzed the meatless sauce up with orgenao, basil, pepper, diced onion. it was based from X brand Roaster Garlic so i didnt put anymore garlic in it but i shoulda. anwyays
we are like ETA 10mins and hes on the phone with Ben and suddenly Ben is gonna eat with us. Which is perfectly cool cuz i dont have a problem with people. normally.
so that is my pre bitch to set up my bitch fit.
It all starts right NOW.
Ben pulls into the drive way and steve goes out to greet him and of course have a cigerate. so i go out socially go smoke too and meet his friend, Ben.
I have to introduce myself.
and we are you know whatever hanging about and steve finishes his ciggerate and so Ben and Steve go into the house and leave me alone to smoke by myself.
Ben doesnt realize this but Steve clearly knows I am a _social_ smoker. I only light up because i'm in the company of someone smoking. call it stupid but thats how i do it. So that was rude step number one.
soooo i take 3 puffs and i put it out and go in side. great so steve is already started to dish out salad.
so he dishes out 2 bowls of salad. while i'm standing right in front of them both.
none for brian.
he dishes out noodles and meatsauce for Ben. and then goes back and does it again for himself.
none for brian.
in the meantime i offered to clear the dinner table off so we didnt have to eat in the living room. so i moved and cleaned the table. steve moved my LCD screens cuz they were heavy. I then cleaned the table with 409.
I start tearing papertowels apart as cheap napkins.
Ben would you like some Garlic bread? oh fab.
none for brian.
then Steve offers Ben a drink. and ben just wants water and steve gets a pop.
no one offered brian anything.
so they litterlly went and sat at the table and so i had to go and get my own noodles and Non meat sause and my garlic bread and i had to dish out my own salad and so by the time i get to the table they are half done eatting.
so i sit down and i start eatting my salad and then i realize i need a drink .so i get up and get a bottle of Dasani. and sit back down.
ZERO dinner conversation.
Then. as if it couldn't get worse. Steve Belches really really loud. and really really long.
and I normally dont bitch about someone burping because i love to amplify my stomache gas. but there was company (ben) and it was the 1st time we had ever sat around at the dinner table together. so i dunno maybe i thought it would be rememberable. well it i guess it is in a way.
So i'm eatting away and steve burps again...and again...and again.
Then they finish eatting and ben and steve get up. put their plates next to the sink. and go into the living room and start chit chatting.
So now I am ALONE at the table. ALONE in the dinning room. Eatting..ALONE. well there was the dog at my feet waiting for some sort of morsal of food.
so i ate so fast i was full so i didnt even finish i just put it on the counter and walked into the living room and got on the computer. because my computer is hooked up to the widescreen HDTV :) and i stop my music and i start to play Roller Coaster Tycoon 3.
i didnt say a word to them. and then they left to goto the "bank" but i dont know any bank open on a sunday at 6:30 so maybe ATM would have worked better for that excuse to do whatever.
i'm sorry but in all my days i have never been left alone to eat and maybe it hurts more becaus i'm a social butterfly. but it just really fucked me off that steve could be so inconsiderate. and what fucks me off more is he doesnt even realize it. and i cant say something without being a total ass.
well this didnt turn out to be too bitchy.
i kinda worry sometimes i bitch to much. lately i've been really loud too. like i just end up talking really loud. like no one can hear me?i dunno
Fuck the world.
more reason to move to Cincinatti.
Oh and for all you lovely Livejouranlist. I have a boyfriend now!
his name is AJ.
hes on my myspace in my number 1 spot.