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*sigh*
i'm okay. i just wish my brain worked differently sometimes. i think too much about the stupidest bullshit, and then i create a problem and i end up bitching and crying about it in the long run.
i talked to steve after i wrote my entry last night, and things were a lot better. i think when we fight, it's best to just take time away from eachother rather than sit there and cry and continuing on arguing. it's just not worth it, yanno? by the time i was ready to go to sleep, we were pretty much back to normal. he asked me to not have an attitude when i came over [today] and i said okay. i promised him we'd have an awesome afternoon together, but what i had planned is kind of falling apart. =\ damn connections, man.
i drove home from work last night and that was a ball of problems itself. i was all fine and dandy until i was near my house and my dad just flipped out on my when i was pulling into my driveway because i was going to the other side of the lawn? or so he says. but instead of telling me what to do, he screams at me and grabs the wheel and i had completely lost control of the car. he makes me want to punch him. he's the worst person to drive with, and i'm definitely not going to start driving with my mother because that'd be 10x worse. he says that my car will be ready to drive this weekend, but i've heard that too many times, so i'm not counting my chickens.
today kinda sucks. i just wanna get out of this place (aka school) and see my boo. i miss him. i just wanna go over there and have the comfort that everything is and will be okay. i just wish i could find someone to hook me up, but nooo..everyone has to be an asshole!! lol..i dunno, it's only 2nd period so hopefully i'll be able to figure something out. i bet you guys have no clue what i'm talking about, but =P whatever.
jackey's absent, i think. i didn't see her this morning, just natalia and erin - and they were clueless as to where she was. =\ hm. i texted her, but she never texted me back. no one has been texting me back, man. you all suckkkk! this is like the first time ever that i've had unlimited FREE text messaging, and everyone ignores me. any other time, i have like 5 messages. you bitches!
i know i'm rambling, but i'm just so tired and kinda fustrated, so i'm trying to occupy myself. none of the other holiday card girls are here, and i'm completely lost as to what we have to finish. i don't know where the inventory list went, and everything else is out of place. what the hell? plus, yesterday we had to put together children books for calvo, so we're a couple days behind on everything. *sigh*
school just sucks. there's so much work piling up and it makes me want to barf. i have 2 lab reports, and a poster due for chemistry this week. i have a history project that's due november 3rd, but it's a big project. plus all the nights that i get homework and shit. blah. no time for anything, anymore.
oh oh oh! i got a new cellphone =] it's a samsung vi660 and it's beautiful! what happened was on monday, i woke up and i was dead tired. i was all pissed off, but like usual, i took my nokia cell off the charger, threw it in my purse and walked upstairs to start getting ready for school. when i walked out of my house, i went in my purse to check my voicemail and have a ciggarette, but my cell was no where in sight, but i said fuck it because i really don't need it during the day. when i came home from school, i looked everywhere. i have no clue where my cellphone went. when my dad came home, i told him about it and he was cool with it. my mom on the other hand thought that i lost it on purpose just so i could get a new phone. fuckin bitch. like i really woke up and planned that all out, right? yeah, okay..that was the last thing on my mind.
so we went to the sprint store and handled on the contract stuff, and then i picked out my phone. i wanted a camera phone, but not for that kinda money. =P plus, my daddy was buying it for me so i didn't want to be a spoiled asshole. then we went to burlington coat factory and i bought a cheap winter jacket because it's so cold already. when we came back home, my mom had a bitchfest about everything. she was yelling about my jacket because she wanted a long one that covered my ass so i wouldn't freeze to death - and she hates puffy coats. harhar. then she wouldn't even look at my cellphone because she was convinced that i did it on purpose.
i've been writing so much that i just realized the bell is about to ring in 2 minutes. byebye!
i'm okay. i just wish my brain worked differently sometimes. i think too much about the stupidest bullshit, and then i create a problem and i end up bitching and crying about it in the long run.
i talked to steve after i wrote my entry last night, and things were a lot better. i think when we fight, it's best to just take time away from eachother rather than sit there and cry and continuing on arguing. it's just not worth it, yanno? by the time i was ready to go to sleep, we were pretty much back to normal. he asked me to not have an attitude when i came over [today] and i said okay. i promised him we'd have an awesome afternoon together, but what i had planned is kind of falling apart. =\ damn connections, man.
i drove home from work last night and that was a ball of problems itself. i was all fine and dandy until i was near my house and my dad just flipped out on my when i was pulling into my driveway because i was going to the other side of the lawn? or so he says. but instead of telling me what to do, he screams at me and grabs the wheel and i had completely lost control of the car. he makes me want to punch him. he's the worst person to drive with, and i'm definitely not going to start driving with my mother because that'd be 10x worse. he says that my car will be ready to drive this weekend, but i've heard that too many times, so i'm not counting my chickens.
today kinda sucks. i just wanna get out of this place (aka school) and see my boo. i miss him. i just wanna go over there and have the comfort that everything is and will be okay. i just wish i could find someone to hook me up, but nooo..everyone has to be an asshole!! lol..i dunno, it's only 2nd period so hopefully i'll be able to figure something out. i bet you guys have no clue what i'm talking about, but =P whatever.
jackey's absent, i think. i didn't see her this morning, just natalia and erin - and they were clueless as to where she was. =\ hm. i texted her, but she never texted me back. no one has been texting me back, man. you all suckkkk! this is like the first time ever that i've had unlimited FREE text messaging, and everyone ignores me. any other time, i have like 5 messages. you bitches!
i know i'm rambling, but i'm just so tired and kinda fustrated, so i'm trying to occupy myself. none of the other holiday card girls are here, and i'm completely lost as to what we have to finish. i don't know where the inventory list went, and everything else is out of place. what the hell? plus, yesterday we had to put together children books for calvo, so we're a couple days behind on everything. *sigh*
school just sucks. there's so much work piling up and it makes me want to barf. i have 2 lab reports, and a poster due for chemistry this week. i have a history project that's due november 3rd, but it's a big project. plus all the nights that i get homework and shit. blah. no time for anything, anymore.
oh oh oh! i got a new cellphone =] it's a samsung vi660 and it's beautiful! what happened was on monday, i woke up and i was dead tired. i was all pissed off, but like usual, i took my nokia cell off the charger, threw it in my purse and walked upstairs to start getting ready for school. when i walked out of my house, i went in my purse to check my voicemail and have a ciggarette, but my cell was no where in sight, but i said fuck it because i really don't need it during the day. when i came home from school, i looked everywhere. i have no clue where my cellphone went. when my dad came home, i told him about it and he was cool with it. my mom on the other hand thought that i lost it on purpose just so i could get a new phone. fuckin bitch. like i really woke up and planned that all out, right? yeah, okay..that was the last thing on my mind.
so we went to the sprint store and handled on the contract stuff, and then i picked out my phone. i wanted a camera phone, but not for that kinda money. =P plus, my daddy was buying it for me so i didn't want to be a spoiled asshole. then we went to burlington coat factory and i bought a cheap winter jacket because it's so cold already. when we came back home, my mom had a bitchfest about everything. she was yelling about my jacket because she wanted a long one that covered my ass so i wouldn't freeze to death - and she hates puffy coats. harhar. then she wouldn't even look at my cellphone because she was convinced that i did it on purpose.
i've been writing so much that i just realized the bell is about to ring in 2 minutes. byebye!