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[lostinyourways]

im crying so bad, i know i said i was done w/ this thing and im getting rid of it, but idk what else to do. i cant even ugh, you people dont even KNOW what i feel like right now. i feel like total shit. i wanna die. i love patt. this sucks. i miss the old patt. and how we usta be, we talked everyday. and we were madly in love w/ each other and didnt give a shit about stupid stuff. not today how its all, oh so and so said this, we dont talk. blahbalahlabalhbalahhhhhhhhhh........... AHHHHHHHHH i wanna stop crying. i just read 259357356 comments on here cuz i was gonna delete the whole thing, but i coudlnt.. i had stopped crying.. but then i read. and alot are from patt. and yah. idk. i just started balling. i miss him so much =(. i wish i could tell him sooo much stuff. idk, i just want my patt back. i know i've hurt him alot and i've done some stupid shit. and yah i mighta even treated the kidd like shit at times, but hey.. people make mistakes dont they?.. i dunno... maybe i deserve all this? im so confused.. i really dont know what to do..i dont even know if hes gonna talk to me anymore.. cuz he thinks i dont want to.. but ugghh.. he doesnt even knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww how bad i wish i could always just be like HEY PATT!! =D =D =D and talk to him for a billion hours in the hallway. but something holds me back. and i cant seem to figure it out.. =[ olldd convos... ehhh =/ ='[

Sublimer567: i love you

Sublimer567: i just dont want to loose being able to talk to you cuz i value that more than anything

... appearently not. =[

i love you patt.. x|33

songggg. take me away..lifehouse.

I try to make my way to you
But still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do
Cause I've seen it all
It was never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you
Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away
Don't give up on me yet
Don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
But don't let me stay here alone