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i think there's some stuff i should explain. if i got mad at you today, then we should talk. i dont think it was you that i was having issues with but more myself and someone thats not you. Its kinda hard to deal with happened today. im confused and i dont know who exactly would understand what im feeling. i bitched about some ppl, but now i feel bad because it was all just a misunderstanding, and i shouldnt have gotten as upset as i did. its hard for me to say all this becuase i dont want to accept certain things, but im going to have to eventually. if you think that the fact that i got upset was stupid, go ahead and think that, but i dont think you've ever gone through the stuff i have in any shape or form over the last two years. so i cant expect you to get it, but im hoping you'll try. im not as outgoing as you, or as pretty, and i have a hard time putting myself out there. sometimes i wish that i could be more like you and then maybe things would be different for me. i have to go now, but i'll talk to whoever i need to later tonight.
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