" Liar, Liar "
Considering that you no longer need a code to obtain a livejournal, I've decided that there really isn't a point for me to keep my words of thought, emotions, and yes bitching.. open to the public. Analyze my actions however you'd like.. But Certain circumstances have reminded me to not trust many people. I shouldn't trust anyone with certain details of my life, honestly. I'm sick of opening up to people about really painful things in my past, only to have them leave my life less than a month later. This happens to me more than you could possibly imagine. Perhaps I'm a horrible judge of character, I try to give people the benefit of the doubt.. but honestly.. there is only one person in my life that hasn't ever hurt me.
I will most likely cut quite a few people off of my friend list, It really is hard to say " I just dont trust you, " to certain people because they will never understand.. I probably wont even update much anymore, I've deleted both my friendster and myspace accounts because this is my way of shutting myself out from the world, my way of walking away.. just like so many of you have done to me. There's a good chance that I will soon be moving.. this i feel will be my ultimate cue to start over. another attempt at running away from all of the hurt, deception, and just.. fucked up people I've met throughout the last couple of years.. In all honesty, I probably wont keep in touch with most of you, because I'm selfish ha. I for once am doing what I believe is right for me, I no longer care about what any of you think about me.. Because you will never understand me.
For anyone that has ever taken me for granted.. Delete my number from your phone books, Forget where I live, and take my screen name off of your buddylists. Because I've had enough.
The End.