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right now my life is pretty confusing. Mike Barkoff and Tiffany were over like a couple of weeks ago. and they started telling me how i was Bicurious and not bi Sexual and it really got m thinking. it made me ponder my sexual prefrence. i mean what if i really am just Bi Curious. would i still have all of these feelings for guys. would i still want to lay under the stars and cuddle with a guy. it just makes me wonder. i mean i know i dont want to marry a guy. i do want a family when i grow up. but at the same time i know i want to spend my life with the one i love whether it be a guy or a girl. Plus i'm having these wierd feelings for that one guy i cant have. i dont know whether its the fact that i cant have him or i'm not letting myself have him. well hey theres still the whole summer to see if i find someone. maybe i'm one of those guys that will die alone. in a house thats old and ratty. HAHA god im so fucked up. i hate myself sometimes. well im going to go sleep. i'll update tommarow.....
To the One whos There:
I'm still waiting to see if i can make something work between us. i feel so wierd about it though.. ONly Becuase i've known you my whole life. But i've never Noticed Till i last saw you.. That you are Beautiful
To the One whos There:
I'm still waiting to see if i can make something work between us. i feel so wierd about it though.. ONly Becuase i've known you my whole life. But i've never Noticed Till i last saw you.. That you are Beautiful