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[lostinthespin]

im back from the world of no computer. not much has happened. i've been really contenet with everything lately, well atleast up until last night. i gave an old friend who i havent spoken wiht in about 3 months a call and we were catching up and he made the comment "what happened to you, you used to be confident" to me that means that whatever i have going on is now noticable enough that someone over the phone even gets a hint of it. so i brought it up to steph last night, she just kind of listened and told me the oposite of what i think of myself. she told me she thought i was talented and both her and dominic didn't know why i hadnt started a band up here yet, which helped a bit.
but beside that everything is going well. i'm still working my ass off at work, but i'm now getting the reconition i wanted, and think, deserve. home is home im there mostly to sleep. i keep loosing more weight. thats all.





"fat" 6months ago





"not as fat" today