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Hello all, Jessica Black here, however most call me Jess or Jesse. I am eighteen at the present time, I am a freshman at Middle Tennessee State University! At this time (6:18 CST) I am working in one of our many computer labs on campus and I don't get off of work until eight AM. This is alright seeing that I am naturally a Nocturnal person. Normally around this time I tend to get rather delerious and sometimes I can't type well or spell. So anyone reading this please forgive the gramatic mistakes! Here is a shout out to all my PEOPLE!!! JEN- YOU ARE MY LARRY remember "THAT'S JUST WRONG" Erin- CURLY, many a nights we have talked about our loves, so much in common still so much to learn! Never forget that if it is worth loving, it can be lost, however, if it's worth loving, it can be won. She will be back. TO MY STOOGES- LOVE FOR LIFE!!!!!! Thanks for picking me up on those nights I just felt like dying, I don't know what I would do without you two you are both my bestest stooges!!! hehehehe All of my Stoop Crew-I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! Don't forget ME! I may not be out there much anymore but you all know why!!! ( No need to bring it up again) Cat,Chase and Jackie, Thanks for the visits during my long nights in Lyon! I think I woulda passed out if you guys weren't there! Melissa, my roomie- damn gal, there is just so much to say, strangers one minute and the next we are sharing the same living space, you are my gal, and even tho it gets stressful I know we can pull eachother up when we need it! thanks for being there! To everyone in the "family" I am glad to have my circle of support when times get rough, you know I am there for you gals just as much as you are there for me! Thanks! Mom- I love you, thanks for always being there for me, I don't know how I would have turned out if it hadn't been for all the lessons I learned.Thanks for not only being a mom but also one of my best friends. And saving the best for last, the love of my life Paige, Baby, there has already been so much bullshit, I am glad we have made it this far, I don't know what I would do without you in my life. I miss you so much it hurts, I can't wait until the day I can wake up in your arms again. You are my world my everything, My one and only love. To you I give everything, the laughter, the tears, the love, and the trust of myself, without you I would be lost. in a oblivion, chasing myself again in that circle which I had become so accustomed to before there was a "you and I" Baby, I love you with all of my heart, thank you for being there for me. To everyone else, This is my life, the most important people in it. I love to write poetry, but I must warn you that it may be fragmented, and scattered for this is the mind I hold. I tend to write what is on my mind so if you are easily offended, I suggest you just stop reading now, if you haven't already. To all others, take what I say, embrace it, for the things I have learned are things I pray no one has to ever feel or go through. The experience of life in itself is a beautiful think, take what you will out of it, for you will only get what you give. I will end on this quote from one of my old friends "Love is not about finding the perfect person; however, it is about finding the imperfect person perfect." Thank you for reading, and enjoy your stay within one of my little worlds.