Nov 15, 2004 23:00
I am not sure what is going on right now, I didn't get the Assistant Treasurer position, I know there were things that were said about me and having a girlfriend, I know this is obvious. I don't know what to say, when there are girls that are supposed to be your own sisters and you know that they are supposed to be the things that you depend on when times get rough, I don't think that can happen, I am not so discouraged that I am going to give up, that would constitute them winning. I am going to go for it again next year. I am going to try and do something this year, I don't know what but I will. I just can't tell you how disheartened I am at it all.... I am going to bed, I am sad, depressed, I don't think I can get any lower right now, peace easy everyone. G'Night. and no matter what anyone says or thinks, I love you paige. always and forever.