life??

[lostinthemix]

Wow. that is all that describes me right now. I lie here in my bed at Middle Tennessee State University and think to myself of all that I have been through to get here. I miss my sister, I miss my Daddy, I miss my mom, I miss all my friends and I miss my car. Things right now are difficult for the simple reason that I want to do so much and have my plate so full that I think if I take any more on, I will just fall over. but there is sooo much more to do! I have 3 and a half years left before I get my BA. I don't know exactly how everything is going to turn out, I am scared I won't make it, I won't be able to do what everyone expects me to do. I don't know what is going on in my head right now, it is 3:45 AM and I am tired, I am rambling as well, so that is not good. but it is shout out time, Larry, you still need to stay away from those shrooms, I can't wait till I can give you a BIG moe hug, that would make me happy hehehe. Curly, be careful, don't get your hopes too high on anything, you know you are my gal, I am here for you, just be smart about everything and be careful. John,(my brother) ON the real, you needed to ditch the bitch a while ago, no need for tears, she doesn't deserve you!, Tom, my friend, I forgot about givin you a shout out the first time but here it is the second go round! You're my Yankee. Thanks for being there for me to be able to walk back and forth to work on my 12-2 shifts. Paige, Baby I love you, I hope your arm gets better soon. YOU ARE MY ONE AND ONLY! FOREVER AND ALWAYS. I am outta here HOLLA!!! "disappeared like a set of rim's at a puff daddy con-sert, I'd tell ya" Larry the cable guy
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"Blue Collar Comedy Tour"