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I don't want to lose her, I'm scared. It scares me even more when I find out someone else on LJ says that they've had feeling for her for ages....I mean, why now? It's no one's fault, just mine for being a paranoid, insecure fuckhead. She's a pretty girl and she's going to get other guys interested in her, it's a fact of life. And I hate being so far away because there are millions of eligible guys much closer to where she lives who are probably far better looking than I am.
I often wonder if I'm riding for one of the worst falls in my life. I really don't think I can handle much more pain. I wish I could just sit back, enjoy this and relax a little instead of stressing out. Is this normal???
I often wonder if I'm riding for one of the worst falls in my life. I really don't think I can handle much more pain. I wish I could just sit back, enjoy this and relax a little instead of stressing out. Is this normal???