breaking the habit

[lostinthemasses]

>>i had a fucked up night last night. i was so stoked to see brian kelly that i got too happy. i let my gaurd down and then it all got messed up. my family thinks i fucked up again. and my uncle thinks hes a petifile. just make evrything go away and me and him be left. after all age is just a god damn number.<<

I AM: tired
I WANT: my lip peirced
I HAVE: 8 peircings in my ear
I WISH: i was 18

I HATE: family
I FEAR: the dark
I HEAR: my sisters voice
I SEARCH: for alot
I WONDER: who killed kurt
I REGRET: nothing
I LOVE: goober and squirel..and NIRVANA

I ACHE: in my back
I ALWAYS: burp
I AM NOT: lady-like
I DANCE: whenever i here music
I CRY: only when i can't puch something
I AM NOT ALWAYS: right...almost not ever. hehe
I LOSE: alot of stuff
I WIN: at DopeWars
I CONFUSE: a lot of people..but i like it like that
I NEED: food
I SHOULD: call strahle

YES or NO
KEEP A DIARY: yes
LIKE COOKING: yes
HAVE A SECRET: yes
BELIEVE IN LOVE: not at all

CURRENT
HAIR COLOR: dark brown and then blonde tips...soon to me green or maybe red
EYE COLOR: brown
BIRTHPLACE: in new jersey!

FAVORITE
NUMBERS: 4, 13,
COLOR: orange
DAY: 4.20
MONTH: august! (my burfday)

SONG: Nirvana-Laundry Room, Velvet Revolver-Vengeful God
FOOD: pene a la vodka
SEASON: summer or winter
SPORT: hockey, racing (cars)
DRINK: choclate milk, red bull

IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED: yeah..over brian
HELPED SOMEONE: a few
BOUGHT SOMETHING: a bag
GOTTEN SICK: of my family yes
SEEN A MOVIE: no
GONE TO DINNER: yea
SAID I LOVE YOU: only to my goober!
WRITTEN A LETTER: no
TALKED TO AN EX: yeah unfortunatley
MISSED AN EX: nope
MISSED SOMEONE? yeah
HUGGED SOMEONE? a bunch