Dec 22, 2005 21:03
Being obsessive, wanting a phone-call. I know this is natural, and that I can't control the world. I should just go about my business, trying to be a good person and do my best to forget about him. But, when you feel like something really good could happen--strike that--when you are distractedly wanting to get with someone, it's hard.
I should actually consider the fact that I still barely know this kid. And that I need to get to know him, because otherwise it could just turn out to be like with robby, great sex and no understanding of eachother. Hmm. I really need to inventory my life before I can move into the great-wide-open. Life has so much potential, is it okay that that scares the shit out of me?