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I'm a bum. Do I even deserve to be in school if all I'm going to do is avoid doing my work?
I'm spending too much time around critical theoretical people--at least I hope that's all it is.
Or, could it just be--which would match my tiredness and some other stuff--that I'm back to being depressed? I think I'll side with that, it's less guilt ridden, easier to blame emotional issues and history than get to the real questions, like, why bother going to school if you only do half the work?
But, maybe I do more than half, in most classes I do almost all of the work. But how am I expected to read this crap for my women class? I still got a really interesting thought/idea out of the half I read for tomorrow. AHH!! Tired, sad, angry, frustrated, confused, wanting...
I guess I should be listening to that jack johnson song: sitting, waiting, wishing; yeah, that about covers it.
Mmm...punk music just came on. I just need some punk and some southpark. AHH driving self mad. I hope time in nc, whether or not I have a lot of work to do while there, will reboot the computer that is me.
I'm spending too much time around critical theoretical people--at least I hope that's all it is.
Or, could it just be--which would match my tiredness and some other stuff--that I'm back to being depressed? I think I'll side with that, it's less guilt ridden, easier to blame emotional issues and history than get to the real questions, like, why bother going to school if you only do half the work?
But, maybe I do more than half, in most classes I do almost all of the work. But how am I expected to read this crap for my women class? I still got a really interesting thought/idea out of the half I read for tomorrow. AHH!! Tired, sad, angry, frustrated, confused, wanting...
I guess I should be listening to that jack johnson song: sitting, waiting, wishing; yeah, that about covers it.
Mmm...punk music just came on. I just need some punk and some southpark. AHH driving self mad. I hope time in nc, whether or not I have a lot of work to do while there, will reboot the computer that is me.