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[lostinthefield]

it's like dissatisfied is my middle name. I just don't have that ability to stay put and pretend. Why does ben get to be the family fuck-up, can't some of the weight be shared?

The rest of this summer will be a struggle, perhaps solved only by taking really good lunches to work.

Maybe I should spend all money I make on expensive shoes.

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jess wisdom

[anonymous]

ok so i figured it out. you want attention. you want to be the fuck up who gets attention. now i say this with the realization that you might be mad about it, but you already know it's true, you just need the confirmation from me. sorry i'm not there to give you attention, maybe that would help you feel better, and then we could go relieve our stress by gettin real crunk together. last summer when i was stuck in my stupid office job, i made myself feel better by spending insane amounts of money at nordstroms over my lunch break. but remember, sex in the city is a tv show. her shoe fetish can't work out like that in real life. you will end up poor and have to ask your father for money by second semester. but who am i to talk about what to do to make yourself feel better. i'm fucking smoking cigarettes! agh. so in conclusion, with more to come when we chat tomorrow, give yourself attention. realize that you don't really need attention, and find something small and healthy to put smiles in your days. like sex. ahhhh, sex, how i miss

Re: jess wisdom

[anonymous]

i meant thou, not though. oops.

oh yes, and comment on my blogs sometime, will you!

Re: jess wisdom

[lostinthefield]

Do I have your blog address?

I love your coments, reading them is puting a good start to my day.

Re: jess wisdom

[anonymous]

my myspace blogs silly...

sorry i never called you back, it actually was busy today at work. maybe tomorrow?