Granny panties and pillow shields
Friday night was grand to the maxx0rze! Ben got to my house early...as usual.I wasn't even dressed yet! O.o Sooo any ways..we hung out ordered pizza, played strip pocker and then heard the booming prescence of my step-dad and decided to wrap-it-up. Valerie and I lost so bad, pillows are my bestfriends! We then watched Secretary, wich is so freakin hotT!! Aw, man....the sexual tension in that film-and then how it seeped into my room, that movie turned all of us on in one way or another, I'm sure of it. Random trip to Ingles-after the movie, we came back, Val and Paul went back to her place, wich ment cuddle time for Ben and I...like any thing else happens when we're alone an my bed....*evil grin* Actually-that is all we do, well for the most part...I hate how Ben just magically figures my body out...T_T Well...I kinda like it actually..... I also am starting to figure him out, but at a much slower pace I am sure. Paul is a freak, fun to play "5 second dominatrix" because he likes it...O.o...Val you got a wierd one..okay, well mine is too but w/e...shhh don't tell. Ben however isn't into it....I tried, but he's still the bestest! ♥ It's funny how both don't want Ben to leave when he has to leave-it's cool because it's all mutal. I really hope I can stay the night at his place on Fri., I hope he remebers to as his P'units, it's the weekend before V-day,and even though I am with Ben(dating)and will be with him over the 14th-I'm sure...;I still am not too crazy about that day, I'm not expecting anything really...but I have to get him something. He has done so much for me, I can't remember it all, but he's been amazing, and I am not trying to come off as mushy, but goddammit it's cool, and I have only been with one person in wich I felt a definite mutal vibe, and it makes me feel safe-ya know? Like..: "I have nothing to worry about right now." It's just rare with me...but it's great. I love this, because I'm not over-anylizing, I'm not going to fast, I'm just reveling in what we have so far, just taking it all in, and I don't think I have ever done that before..and if I recall a time-I will let you know.
I'm at Alicia's right now. We were going to find a cool club to go to, but I haven't gotten my liscence back from Ginger yet so we, just drove around, got lost several times, and got here at 5:am, and Alicia had to break into the house, and here I am, Justin and Alicia are asleep-I slept for 12.5 hours yesterday, so staying up all nite, shouldn't bother me.....on to other things..........♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥