hmmmmmmmmmmmmm :)
I looked out my window while avoiding some work and looked up at the sky, it was so beautiful I had to take a picture I had to paint it, which I plan to when I get a chance:
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I hate all this work, I just want to sit around and enjoy the day, but then I feel I'm falling further and further behind every one else. I wish I could just sit outside and paint and draw and do what I used to be able to do, I feel like I've lost some thing in regards to what I want to do. I used to be so set, "I'm going to be a manga artist and tell real stories better then these cliched sell out artists," and nothing has changed I want to do it, but I can't theres no time. This is what kills kids, this work load, it prevents us from doing what we really want to. I think this is why people are unhappy, society won't let them get any where with out having to give some thing up. I don't want to give up, but I see no other way.
I hate all this work, I just want to sit around and enjoy the day, but then I feel I'm falling further and further behind every one else. I wish I could just sit outside and paint and draw and do what I used to be able to do, I feel like I've lost some thing in regards to what I want to do. I used to be so set, "I'm going to be a manga artist and tell real stories better then these cliched sell out artists," and nothing has changed I want to do it, but I can't theres no time. This is what kills kids, this work load, it prevents us from doing what we really want to. I think this is why people are unhappy, society won't let them get any where with out having to give some thing up. I don't want to give up, but I see no other way.