"i wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent" - motion city soundtrack
there's a heavy mass of snow sitting on top of the branches of the tree right outside. and it's so pure white and serene... and it makes me feel like i'm not here at all.
earlier today the sae pledges came and sang me "patience" by guns and roses for valentine's day, ending it off with an outrageous solo by tae at the end. the guys were like to him "do you know this girl?" haha but they were adorable.
i feel as though i've been slightly more wary around people as of late. i think we're all at the stage where we know each other too well so that we can't stand it, but not well enough that we've learned to accept it. aka the middle school years, but at higher speeds.
i would make more of a conscious effort to get to know other, different people in my life, but to be honest i don't know if i'd love them as much as the kids now... drama, insecurities, insults, and all.
on other short notes, YAY steelers won. in addition, we went to see i can make a mess play for the first (and apparently last) time. we missed spill canvas though bc there were sold out. but hey, next time.
but maybe i need to let go just a tad more. *irene*
earlier today the sae pledges came and sang me "patience" by guns and roses for valentine's day, ending it off with an outrageous solo by tae at the end. the guys were like to him "do you know this girl?" haha but they were adorable.
i feel as though i've been slightly more wary around people as of late. i think we're all at the stage where we know each other too well so that we can't stand it, but not well enough that we've learned to accept it. aka the middle school years, but at higher speeds.
i would make more of a conscious effort to get to know other, different people in my life, but to be honest i don't know if i'd love them as much as the kids now... drama, insecurities, insults, and all.
on other short notes, YAY steelers won. in addition, we went to see i can make a mess play for the first (and apparently last) time. we missed spill canvas though bc there were sold out. but hey, next time.
but maybe i need to let go just a tad more. *irene*