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i thought
maybe incorrectly and a little too hastily
that we were past this
i locked the door and thought i barred our past out
but your actions keep coming back to haunt me
your blatant misgivings and misfortunes
thrown right into my face
like for a second there i ceased to mean anything of importance.
i thought i meant more than this
i thought we had discussed it
it scares me that i could love such a sweet exterior
which hides these hypocritical characteristics
and who knew that i'd be the one left standing on the doorstep alone
too late to pick up the phone
who knew that i'd be the one to remaining standing outside this door
left standing with our past
that you haven't grown to deal with
and i've shouldered all these months.
maybe incorrectly and a little too hastily
that we were past this
i locked the door and thought i barred our past out
but your actions keep coming back to haunt me
your blatant misgivings and misfortunes
thrown right into my face
like for a second there i ceased to mean anything of importance.
i thought i meant more than this
i thought we had discussed it
it scares me that i could love such a sweet exterior
which hides these hypocritical characteristics
and who knew that i'd be the one left standing on the doorstep alone
too late to pick up the phone
who knew that i'd be the one to remaining standing outside this door
left standing with our past
that you haven't grown to deal with
and i've shouldered all these months.