fukitol

[lostinpandas]

I need to learn how to be more selfish. I hate that I can't express my feelings because I have this constant need to keep everyone else around me happy, even if I'm not. I wish I could just take a dose of Fukitol and leave everything behind. This constant fake smile hurts my face and I'm not even sure why I wear it, it seems I'm always left in the background anyway.

Sorry, I didn't know where else to write this and LiveJournal seemed the obvious choice since it's so emo and whiney.