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So, I haven't written in this in almost 3 years. Pretty bad I would say...
Idk, not terrible, I keep a million journals and a xanga and everything else under the sun. W.e
I'm at work, bored as shit... It is sooo slow here. And I just keep thinking about shit... Although today is an altogether better day than yesterday was. Had a bad night last night... bawled my way home. Thank God I have great friends and family. I talked to steph for over an hour, I think it might have been our longest conversation ever! And Courtney came over and stayed the night. And Jared even came home! Idk how he does it, but something about Jared always makes me feel better... Not like in a "your life is so much worse than mine kind of way", but in a "you understand and listen and make me smile again" kind of way.
Andy and Felicia are coming over tonight. They're trying to hook me up with Carl, Felicia's cousin. He's sweet... but I must admit I'm not really physically attracted to him. But then again, I've only seen the limited amout of pics he has on Facebook.
I told my mom today that somedays it is litterally the thought of getting a puppy that keeps me afloat. Today's kind of one of those days. There's not much to look forward to, so I look forward to getting that puppy. It's amazing what animals can do for a person. They seem to be such dependant creatures, but when you think about it, how many of us go home and thuroughly loooove being greeted enthusiastically by our puppies? we depend on them for love, they depend on us for food. How symbiotic.
Idk, not terrible, I keep a million journals and a xanga and everything else under the sun. W.e
I'm at work, bored as shit... It is sooo slow here. And I just keep thinking about shit... Although today is an altogether better day than yesterday was. Had a bad night last night... bawled my way home. Thank God I have great friends and family. I talked to steph for over an hour, I think it might have been our longest conversation ever! And Courtney came over and stayed the night. And Jared even came home! Idk how he does it, but something about Jared always makes me feel better... Not like in a "your life is so much worse than mine kind of way", but in a "you understand and listen and make me smile again" kind of way.
Andy and Felicia are coming over tonight. They're trying to hook me up with Carl, Felicia's cousin. He's sweet... but I must admit I'm not really physically attracted to him. But then again, I've only seen the limited amout of pics he has on Facebook.
I told my mom today that somedays it is litterally the thought of getting a puppy that keeps me afloat. Today's kind of one of those days. There's not much to look forward to, so I look forward to getting that puppy. It's amazing what animals can do for a person. They seem to be such dependant creatures, but when you think about it, how many of us go home and thuroughly loooove being greeted enthusiastically by our puppies? we depend on them for love, they depend on us for food. How symbiotic.