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i bought a new journal today. much needed. i feel like over the past few weeks ive lost myself and am a little out of touch and need to start writing things down again. things are so much different from the summer and i dont know whether im going to enjoy this year or not. im pretty stressed from the major transition of hanging out all and every day with my closest friends to running around in a frenzy trying to get all my reading/school work done and working inbetween classes and being pretty alone most of the time. i want to be in two cities at the same time, but more importantly i want to be with the people i love most. i am looking very foward to my first day off from anything. i dont know when that is, but im waiting for it. im hoping this transition is going to die down soon and i can get used to all this running around again. and i want to get these things off my mind that have been bothering me but i dont know how to fix it because theyre mostly just things i keep thinking about and arent really a problem outside my head.
i hate how sometimes such a big city can be so lonely.
i hate how sometimes such a big city can be so lonely.