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god i feel so useless today. i havent done anything productive since i came home a month ago. i feel like im going backwards. someone get me a job, my money is diminishing and i sit on the couch alot. though, i have been going to the gym. not enough. i ate alot today. i need to buy film. take pictures. draw something. im building myself up and not letting anything out. being back here makes it seem like a year didnt just go by and that im still back at where i was before. a little more refined, a little smarter, with a little bit more knowledge, clearer skin and a broken heart. its 10:17. i always see 10:17.
tomorow is 6.6.06 and i dont think the world is going to end.
tomorow is 6.6.06 and i dont think the world is going to end.