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[lostinmyworld53]

so i really want to start writing in my LJ again... but for ME this time, not b/c i have any interest in who reads it or what they have to say about it. that's how LJ started out for me, but then i made more friends and everyone had their say on what i was writing so i began saying things or not saying things with my audience in mind. well it's a

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[lostinmyworld53]

nope, i don't give a shit about you. get over it. i'll turn my back on any 'friend' who's acting like you are. i have no reason to keep your pathetic, whiney, hypocritical ass around. perhaps if you lost your holier-than-thou attitude, people would like you better and old friends wouldn't be disgusted by your mere existence. i couldn't care less how you'd handle your friendships. just be glad that someone as selfish and fucked up as me isn't one of them.

what on earth is your obsession with andrew? are we jealous? maybe a bit of a crush? if so, i can let him know and you can take it up with him, that way my friendship with him won't be an issue for you. i'm pretty satisfied with our friendship and i don't think YOUR religion or YOUR morals really have a damn thing to do with my life. try again, honey, but you're not going to get your way.

it's funny you think i'm isolating myself, too. you can keep up with every detail relating to andrew but you choose to miss everything else.

it sure is fun to see how many times i can reply and you'll keep saying the same things. i'm getting a kick out of this. do i need to unscreen your other comments so you can see what you've already said? you've already fucked up your argument once and completely confused yourself trying to figure out what you were complaining about. let me know if you need to re-read your previous statements.

also, how long before you stop fucking up those commas? god, it's killing me. if you just google "comma rules", it brings up a ton of pages so you can work on it a bit. enjoy! :) let me know if you have any questions.

yours truly

[lostinmyworld53]

wow this fake perky attitude works well on you. why screen my comments unless you have something to hide honey. my obsession with andrew? YOU’RE the one whos obsessed. its funny how you talked about him blowing you off this week, whining at him for the reason your laptop is not fixed, then blah blah blah i don’t want him to come over because i don’t want to wake my lazy ass up on monday. its also funny how you keep patronizing andrew to come over and sleep with you because you have no one to sleep with. then you brag about every time andrew came over like its some huge accomplishment. people fuck all the time big whoop. like anyone wants to read about your daily routine. its funny how andrew agrees with some of the things i’ve said and you conveniently choose to ignore it. its funny you called me a hypocrite. did you forget about the time you walked all over ty? or that you conveniently ignore sean’s feelings.

[lostinmyworld53]

the thing is, i DO have things to hide. my personal life does not need to be revealed to the world. my little sister reads my journal and i'm allowed to decide what i want her to know.

yup, i'm SUPER lazy on monday mornings and i know when andrew's here, we don't go to sleep early and i like my sunday night sleep. is that an issue for you as well?

i don't "patronize andrew to come over." that doesn't even make any sense. and pretending that it does, andrew comes when he wants to and not because i said so.

i never asked anyone to read my daily routine. that's why it's called a journal. i write the shit for me and not for you. don't like? then don't be such a little kid and don't read it sweetheart. i know you have a lot of things to deal with, so why make my daily life one of them?

ty and sean are an issue now, too? i'm pretty sure that was all worked out a very long time ago.

why don't you just come off it and tell me what the real issue is here. my friendship with andrew doesn't have anything to do with you. things that happened IN HIGH SCHOOL with ty and sean certainly have nothing to do with your life right now. i really am starting to worry. is this a cry for help? b/c i'm not having issues. you're not helping me and you're not really trying to, either. would you like me to do something? make it so that you can't read or comment on my journal anymore? maybe that will save you from all this extra trouble you're causing yourself. it's just really quite annoying signing on to LJ and having to waste time reading the same comments from the same person about things that aren't happening, happened a long time ago, or are still happening but aren't causing anyone difficulties but you. i know a good psychologist. would you like some info?

[lostinmyworld53]

i love how you contradict yourself. first you ask if you should unscreen my comments then you say your private life needs to be hidden. darlin you bare your whole life in lj nothing is private. i also love how you use your sister as an excuse. you reply directly to everything i say so any stupid person can make the connections about what i said. you’re a regular fucking genius. i love how you think you’ve got andrew warped. you’re fucking lucky he feels SORRY for your needy attention seeking boo-hooing and ignores your whining. you admit to being emotional and hurting yourself and you tell me you’re not having any issues. great cover up. not. or are you just that good a liar? lying to andrew about feelings that he can see through. lying to yourself and then getting "emotional". thats where the hurt is coming from bb. i love how your pathetic cries for help ALWAYS come around the times andrew is with you. how sad that you have to overplay your depression and "troublesome" life and pretend its all falling apart when he’s around. congrats on tricking him into thinking you have serious issues. he's not stupid, he's smart enough to let you make your mistakes because he's taking the right steps and is not guilty. you're guilty of your own lies. deal with it bb.