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night before last was another night w/ the family. watched 1/2 of crash, went to westlake theater to see prates, came home and watched the rest of crash. saw erica at the theater and we talked for a bit. i miss her. saw erin from work. kinda miss her. saw chuck and amanda. chuck stopped and talked to me. saw maddie hayes.... ew. dad n boo were trying to annoy me which, at first, was funny... but it got old quick. then when i got home, parents got all pissy and wouldn't let me go to sean's. w/e. dumb night.
yesterday morning, got up and did all the work i could to figure out which loan to get and how to fil it out. took out a TERI loan... for $11,000. that was stressful. called DIP people to make sure they received my money order and to find out why i still don't know the dates of my classes. apparently sometime in august... but they still don't know when. ignorant people. so that made me mad on top of my stress. mom was crawling all over me about all kinda of retarded shit making everything worse. then decided to chill outside and color to calm myself down... but then i couldn't find my crayons anywhere and i almost broke down... but then i found them. laid out on a blanket under the tree and colored w/ biscuit laying beside me and listening to the wind in the trees as some rain came closer. came inside, ate dinner outside w/ boo, showered, invited myself to sean's.
andrew n sean came and picked my ass up. i hadn't been away from sean's for too long, but i missed it. haha. did the usual fighting off andrew and sean for a while, then listened to them eat dry cereal while we watched... uh... something. we did watch a movie, right? gah, i don't remember now. and then there was a second movie that i also didn't watch b/c i can't pay attention that long. fought w/ andrew for a while... then admitted defeat which i hate doing. grr. so pretended to watch the rest of the movie as sean dozed in and out of sleep babbling about random shit... like numbers...? then i got all bent up over nothing which wound up lasting till 3 in the morning. fell into a weird sleep that lasted most of the night. as always, sean was all up on so i didn't get to move much... but i didn't really feel the need to this time. except for when my right side got really cold. and then woke up too early for my own good. andrew n sean made cherry cobbler for breakfast. ate, watched judge alex, then andrew took me home.
got ready, ate, headed for mall. first off, i left my little piece of paper at home that had my clock in number so i guess i look pretty irresponsible so manager had to look it up and then i clocked in 12 mins early which apparently is bad and then had to do 2+ hours of paperwork before the manager gave me a walkthrough of the store. then i tried as hard as i could to store evetything i learned from the paperwork PLUS all the tiny sections of the store in my exhausted brain. then the manager, troy, started telling me about all of our specials and discounts and our expected sales and all this shit w/ numbers that i also tried to memorize. when he was done, i'd tried so hard to memorize evertyhing, i forgot it all and was lost completely... but i was honest w/ him and tld him i didn't remember anything and he said it was perfectly okay. then he put me out on the floor and all i did all fucking night was alphabetize CDs. who knew so many CDs couldbe out of place? i didn't even get 1/4 of all the CDs in order b/c more people come in and fuck 'em up. i helped a few customers... but really... i can't do anything. got 30 mins for lunch so paid too much for mall food. only auntie w/e's pretzel shop will give discounts for mall employees. troy left so it was just me and the 2 other guys, justin the kid w/ the crooked smile that's always there, and derek a black guy. they're both actually really cool and i felt very comfortable w/ them. derek and i talked a lot. he made me buy him a pretzel after manager was gone, but said i could use the cnage to get my own shit. derek n justin threw balls around and were running all over the place... and then we closed. i vaccuumed, they did money-ish shit. then i got to chill in the back w/ them till we decided should clock out. all in all, good first day.
working again friday 4-9:30 and sat 10am-6:30pm. get to close w/ troy and derek on fri and the other new guy, matthew. so that should be ok. don't get first paycheck till next friday... when i'm at the beach. blah. oh well.
beach one week from tomorrow. hallelujah.
drunk mom = annoying as fuck tonight.
yesterday morning, got up and did all the work i could to figure out which loan to get and how to fil it out. took out a TERI loan... for $11,000. that was stressful. called DIP people to make sure they received my money order and to find out why i still don't know the dates of my classes. apparently sometime in august... but they still don't know when. ignorant people. so that made me mad on top of my stress. mom was crawling all over me about all kinda of retarded shit making everything worse. then decided to chill outside and color to calm myself down... but then i couldn't find my crayons anywhere and i almost broke down... but then i found them. laid out on a blanket under the tree and colored w/ biscuit laying beside me and listening to the wind in the trees as some rain came closer. came inside, ate dinner outside w/ boo, showered, invited myself to sean's.
andrew n sean came and picked my ass up. i hadn't been away from sean's for too long, but i missed it. haha. did the usual fighting off andrew and sean for a while, then listened to them eat dry cereal while we watched... uh... something. we did watch a movie, right? gah, i don't remember now. and then there was a second movie that i also didn't watch b/c i can't pay attention that long. fought w/ andrew for a while... then admitted defeat which i hate doing. grr. so pretended to watch the rest of the movie as sean dozed in and out of sleep babbling about random shit... like numbers...? then i got all bent up over nothing which wound up lasting till 3 in the morning. fell into a weird sleep that lasted most of the night. as always, sean was all up on so i didn't get to move much... but i didn't really feel the need to this time. except for when my right side got really cold. and then woke up too early for my own good. andrew n sean made cherry cobbler for breakfast. ate, watched judge alex, then andrew took me home.
got ready, ate, headed for mall. first off, i left my little piece of paper at home that had my clock in number so i guess i look pretty irresponsible so manager had to look it up and then i clocked in 12 mins early which apparently is bad and then had to do 2+ hours of paperwork before the manager gave me a walkthrough of the store. then i tried as hard as i could to store evetything i learned from the paperwork PLUS all the tiny sections of the store in my exhausted brain. then the manager, troy, started telling me about all of our specials and discounts and our expected sales and all this shit w/ numbers that i also tried to memorize. when he was done, i'd tried so hard to memorize evertyhing, i forgot it all and was lost completely... but i was honest w/ him and tld him i didn't remember anything and he said it was perfectly okay. then he put me out on the floor and all i did all fucking night was alphabetize CDs. who knew so many CDs couldbe out of place? i didn't even get 1/4 of all the CDs in order b/c more people come in and fuck 'em up. i helped a few customers... but really... i can't do anything. got 30 mins for lunch so paid too much for mall food. only auntie w/e's pretzel shop will give discounts for mall employees. troy left so it was just me and the 2 other guys, justin the kid w/ the crooked smile that's always there, and derek a black guy. they're both actually really cool and i felt very comfortable w/ them. derek and i talked a lot. he made me buy him a pretzel after manager was gone, but said i could use the cnage to get my own shit. derek n justin threw balls around and were running all over the place... and then we closed. i vaccuumed, they did money-ish shit. then i got to chill in the back w/ them till we decided should clock out. all in all, good first day.
working again friday 4-9:30 and sat 10am-6:30pm. get to close w/ troy and derek on fri and the other new guy, matthew. so that should be ok. don't get first paycheck till next friday... when i'm at the beach. blah. oh well.
beach one week from tomorrow. hallelujah.
drunk mom = annoying as fuck tonight.