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who cares about school? i don't. but kelley and i sure did make a damn cool book today. and i had lunch w/ the cool kids.
life at home is kinda crappy. i did something nice for boo though. i can tell she really appreciated it by the tone in the note she wrote me after.
i'm lonely a lot. i'm much too dependant on other people. i just like feeling like someone cares. but instead of sitting and wishing for a hug, i went outside this evening and entertained myself for a full hour. here's what i did:
-jumped in the grass
-had a staring contest w/ my cat
-realized my car needs to be inspected this month
-walked the length of my deck on my tiptoes
-kicked my cat
-ate a fresh strawberry, dirt and all
-found a baby peach and a baby pear
-picked a flower from the blackberry bush
-listened to the birds
-felt the wind on my face
-played w/ leaves
-searched for a four-leaf clover
-watched 2 birds bicker in front of me
-watch the cats attack bugs
-laid in the wet grass
-watched an ant in the rocks
-sang to myself outloud w/ a stuffy nose
-watched it rain on a distant mountain
-enjoyed the sound of the wind through the leaves
-watched the sun set
very lovely hour right there. i love how i can entertain myself like that and be so content for a little bit.
do i ever have to grow out of that?
-brittny
life at home is kinda crappy. i did something nice for boo though. i can tell she really appreciated it by the tone in the note she wrote me after.
i'm lonely a lot. i'm much too dependant on other people. i just like feeling like someone cares. but instead of sitting and wishing for a hug, i went outside this evening and entertained myself for a full hour. here's what i did:
-jumped in the grass
-had a staring contest w/ my cat
-realized my car needs to be inspected this month
-walked the length of my deck on my tiptoes
-kicked my cat
-ate a fresh strawberry, dirt and all
-found a baby peach and a baby pear
-picked a flower from the blackberry bush
-listened to the birds
-felt the wind on my face
-played w/ leaves
-searched for a four-leaf clover
-watched 2 birds bicker in front of me
-watch the cats attack bugs
-laid in the wet grass
-watched an ant in the rocks
-sang to myself outloud w/ a stuffy nose
-watched it rain on a distant mountain
-enjoyed the sound of the wind through the leaves
-watched the sun set
very lovely hour right there. i love how i can entertain myself like that and be so content for a little bit.
do i ever have to grow out of that?
-brittny