Aug 10, 2005 22:17
i know this is just another corny myspace entry involving no names, men and just meaningless information that all the rest of you dont want to hear.. or read for that matter.
but here it goes anyways.
i was thinking about this the other night.
i respect you so much.
and when you say things like..
"your looking kinda chunky" and we both no your kidding.
but deep down, it makes me wanna loose weight.
and when you say..
"that shirt is hideous. or those pants are weird. or dont wear a handkerchief in your back pocket. dont do this. dont do that..."
i soak it all in. and i try better next time.
and when i seek your advice,i take what you say to the fullest extent.
because i've come to find,
i want someone like you.
i want them to be tall, and handsome, and an all around good person.
someone who's interesting.
someone who likes good music, and i can learn from them.
someone who i could talk too for hours, and no they arent judging me one bit. (now i know that kind of contradicts the whole example conversation. but that was more of judges my outside look, in a 'kidding.. but please stop doing that' kind of way,which i dont really mind. but for the deep, inside of me. it's all listen. the person wont try and interrupt you with anything about them, or how it relates to something else. pure listening. listening how i talk. listen about the world through my eyes.)
i might not find this person just yet.
or maybe i've had this person, and lost them.
or maybe this person, is just around the corner waiting for them to be noticed by me.
i zunno. maybe i'm crazy. or maybe not..
im just sayin ladies and gents.
dont give up just yet.
on a less, livejournally note,
We (as in the family and i) stayed over night in a hotel.
because in our mind, a vacation only needs to include 3 things.
1. a hotel (because we're too lame and too big of a family to go camping or 'rough it')
2. a pool (because it's wicked hot in Jamul, and we don't own one)
and
3. an all around entertaining family (which fortunately, i have one)
Any who we checked out today. and after which, we went down to the bay.
We rode a Surrey(a four person bike like thing) today.
it was rather intense.
my mom being kooky as she is, made us take that back neighborhood roads of the bay instead of the path.
it was a nice change to the regular blah.sleep.eat.and myspace all day routine.
then we did the old Robinson tradition,
and went to Baskin Robbins.
always a good, and if not good, interesting time with the Robinsons.
*tomorrow, i assume,will be an all around good time.
well it's been fun.
love.xan
p.s
[edit: Paul, as in Dad.. Says 'Hello everybody in livejournally land'.]