hey
so yeah my dad brought my car out this weekend, and it was just the coolest time while he and my brother were out here. friday night i got hammered with my dad for the first time. we played poker all night and just got smashed. i had to work at 8:45 the next morning, so after roasting a bowl and passing out around 7, i woke up an hour later just trashed. i was mumbling about poker, saying raise it a dime or something, and my dad told me the game had been over for hours, get in the shower. i don't remember any of this really, i got out of the shower and was still talking about poker, this time something about 50 cent raises. about this time is when i start remembering, because my dad told me he was taking me to work and i had no problem with that lol. so the first day i had my car out here, my dad had to drive me to work. the first 2 hours of work i was just trashed, but the store was dead and i got through it without fucking anything up. also while he was out here, my dad bought me an awesome stereo and a couple new cds, the new amsterdams and 36 crazyfists. i made him because he got his stuff for 33% off at borders! lol. im rambling a lot, holy shit...things are just cool, its like everything is looking up since im trying to do the right things. for the first time ever, im starting to feel happy and content with myself because of myself. i've felt it because of someone else, but i'm starting to get some inner strength. wow, no one read all that shit lol...love you guys.
PS. GINGER, COLBY, & EVAN
it will be ok, i just don't know when yet, one of my cousins is going to move into an apartment soon, and my other cousins boyfriend is going back to school, so then the house will be a little less loaded and some definate plans can be made.
PS. GINGER, COLBY, & EVAN
it will be ok, i just don't know when yet, one of my cousins is going to move into an apartment soon, and my other cousins boyfriend is going back to school, so then the house will be a little less loaded and some definate plans can be made.