Aug 01, 2004 23:25
um...read my old entry for a comment, ginger, <3 of course i commented on your entry, and maybe i left one more comment...but anyways...yeah, ive already typed most of this between the few comments i have left, but i miss you all dearly. i got a job at borders, i love it and i am doing amazing, i have a feeling from the way it sounded before i got the job and the way things have been going already just in my first week that it wont take me long to move up to a supervisor type position. i have take placement tests for school, but havent been able to get them yet, so i havent as of right now enrolled in any classes. i basically have been getting drunk, getting high, and other than that doing relaly good things for me and my future. i am happy here aside from the fact that i am away from all of you which eats at me every day, beginning to end. i don't like making long distance calls on my aunts phone, but at least for this entry, anyone who responds and asks me to call, i will call. i want to talk to everyone, see whats going on, but its been tough. i was looking for a job, then as soon as i got one on monday, i worked 6 days straight. the computer here needs to get fixed and its something i cant do myself, so until that happens i cant download aim or anything and can barely access live journal, and thats the only reason i havent been in touch. i love you all, i miss you all...some voids can never be filled, anyone who i'm talking to right now, and you all know who you are, you will have to force me harder than i can imagine to get me out of your life for good, so dont think that me taking a while to get in touch with people is a sign of things to come. nothing matters to me but you guys, and the move hasnt changed that. just because i havent been in touch doesnt mean i havent been thinking of you guys every day from the time i wake up to the time i pass out. never doubt how much you all mean to me, because i wouldnt be making it out here if i doubted how much i meant to you. enough sappy crap for everyone? time for another shot. good night fam.
RIP Kyle. I'll miss the friendships, the laughs that you always could get out of anyone, and the free firehouse beer. You made the most of life while you were here, and you've got a hell of a fan club thinking of you now that you're gone. We miss ya bro.