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hey i woke up this mornin 2 go 2 school n my eyes were reely red n they still r its not pink eye but iono wut it is n im not sick tho i think its just my contacts or w/e but iono so i got 2 stay home..hehe...well n i think tthis si the greatest song ever...
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
...well neways yes i think im thinking too hard rite now...but its getting a little clearer...i think im starting to get it...and thats a really GOOD thing 4 some people...but i think i know who i wanna be now...and im glad becuz wen u dont u end up making stupid decisions...and ive definetly had my share of those...and there will be more to come but at least i have a hold of something now...but these past couple of months ive been going thru alot of changes being so unsure and ive grown up a little bit...back in 7th grade everthing was so happy n i thought that everything was okay and i had it all figured out but then reality slapped me across the face and i realized i hadnt even begun to live and now i know that things never stay the same even though it may seem like it will and people...even your best friends that you seem like you know so well arent always who they appear to be...you can lean on them...bu not all the time...at our age were basically molding ourselves into who we are and sometimes you feel like u just want to skip all this crap n be 10 years older but the truth is this is the best time of our lives the time we have isnt long so we cant waste it...so as ive told u ive made some changes and i know ive learnd some this year but next year i know there will be alot more...and i cant wait-
!!!!HAPPY BIRTHADY MICAH!!!!<333 u so much!
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
...well neways yes i think im thinking too hard rite now...but its getting a little clearer...i think im starting to get it...and thats a really GOOD thing 4 some people...but i think i know who i wanna be now...and im glad becuz wen u dont u end up making stupid decisions...and ive definetly had my share of those...and there will be more to come but at least i have a hold of something now...but these past couple of months ive been going thru alot of changes being so unsure and ive grown up a little bit...back in 7th grade everthing was so happy n i thought that everything was okay and i had it all figured out but then reality slapped me across the face and i realized i hadnt even begun to live and now i know that things never stay the same even though it may seem like it will and people...even your best friends that you seem like you know so well arent always who they appear to be...you can lean on them...bu not all the time...at our age were basically molding ourselves into who we are and sometimes you feel like u just want to skip all this crap n be 10 years older but the truth is this is the best time of our lives the time we have isnt long so we cant waste it...so as ive told u ive made some changes and i know ive learnd some this year but next year i know there will be alot more...and i cant wait-
!!!!HAPPY BIRTHADY MICAH!!!!<333 u so much!