Sep 30, 2008 22:24
It's time I started using this journal. It's been roughly two years since I properly updated last. Not much has happened in the last two years.
2006 was mostly taken up with 3 AM walks through the university campus and sequestering myself in my dorm room for days, I don't really remember much else. Oh! And I also saw a kick ass band in a kick ass city with a kick ass friend.
2007 saw me withdrawing from ISU, transfering to a small private college, being prescribed many different anti-depressants, losing a bunch of weight, buying a semi-professional digital camera, going through a couple psychologists and psychiatrists, and falling down a seemingly endless black tunnel.
I don't remember how 2008 started but it's gone by pretty fast. I found a therapist that I quite like and a psychiatrist who wears shoes straight out of the seventies (sometimes, I have a hard time keeping my face straight around his pointy embroidered white shoes). I won first place and fifty dollars for a photo that I don't even like. My Bubbie died, sometimes I'll think of her at the oddest of moments. I'll be taking a shower and think 'Oh, Bubbie's never going to take a shower ever again...'. I've put on about five thousand pounds and developed an addiction to sugar. I've stayed in school and for the first time in my life I've made goals that I believe in.
I plan on making this blogging a weekly thing. And not for when I just want to procrastinate on Western Civ homework.