still shocked

[lostininerspace]

I know it has probably already set in and settled for everyone else, but I'm still in shock that I'm moving. I'm moving, in eleven days. I haven't packed. I haven't done much of anything to prepare other than find a place to stay pay for it and find a way out there. I realize that is basically all you need to do to move but I'm still not leaving in my brain. I haven't packed. I haven't written down my class skedual. I haven't looked into jobs. I haven't even mapped out how much money I have now and how long it will stretch if I don't get a job right away. Why does this seem like such a big deal to me. People move all the time. They leave one state and go to another and i have always encouraged them to do so. Throw caution to the wind. St. Louis will always be there to run back to.
I'm moving to Boulder in eleven days.
it is going to be beautiful and difficult and I will miss everyone. Because I know almost no one there.