I LOVE YOU JON BELL!!!

Jun 12, 2005 00:32

Well its been about 2 hours since Jon left....I have never cried so hard in my life.
Jon is one of the greatest people i have ever known.i love him so much.
Our Posse is forever!!!!!!Everytime i see as grandma i will think of him,or whenever i hear certain songs....and everywhere i go...basically everything reminds me of him.
Jon your one of my very best friends!!!!!!!you better visit a lot!and plan on moving back here the day you turn 18!!nothing is ever going to be the same without you.Im going to miss you more than i can even say.i love you with all of my heart.<3

It doesn't even seem real...he can't leave!he cant be gone...hes been here so long we've been through too much for it to be gone now.It hasnt even been 2 years...but it seems like forever....but forever isn't long enough.I honestly have to idea what im going to do without him.
I have it in my head that hes gone...but it doesnt seems real or possible,...maybe im just in denial...

Now some beautiful relatible lyrics for the posse:
"life is only as good as the memories we make"-The Ataris

"So long astoria
i found a map to buried treasure
and even if we come home empty handed
well still have our stories
of battle scars, pirate ships and wounded hearts,
broken bones, and all the best of friendships
and when this hourglass
has filtered out
its final grain of sand
i raise my glass to the memories we had
this is my wish
this is my wish
im takin back
im takin them all back"-The Atairs

Posse Theme Song:
"Here in this diary,
I write you visions of my summer.
It was the best I ever had.
There were choruses and sing-alongs,
And that unspoken feeling of knowing
Right now is all that matters
All the nights we stayed up talking
and listening to 80's songs;
quoting lines from all those movies that we love.
It still brings a smile to my face.
I guess when it comes down to it...
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart
and eventually you'll finally get it right.
Breaking into hotel swimming pools,
and wreaking havoc on our world.
Hanging out at truck stops just to pass the time.
The black top's singing me to sleep.
Lighting fireworks in parking lots,
illuminate the blackest nights.
Cherry cokes under this moonlight summer sky.
2015 Riverside, it's time to say, "goodbye."
Get on the bus, it's time to go.
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up:
These are the best days of our lives.
The only thing that matters
is just following your heart,
and eventually you'll finally get it right.-The Ataris

"Sometimes this all feels like a dream.
I'm waiting for someone to just wake me up"-The Ataris

"As I sit here all alone,
I wonder how I'm suppose to carry on when you're gone.
I'll never be the same without you,
I love you more then you will ever know.
So maybe now you finally know."-The Ataris

"appreciate the good times,
but don't take the worst for granted.
'cause you only get so many second chances"-The Ataris

"If I could have one wish tonight
I'd wish upon a satellite
To bring me back to you
We spend our whole lives searching for
All the things we think we want
And never really knowing what we have"-The Ataris

"and know the next time that you
make a wish upon a star
I'll be wishing on the same one that you do
and every night I'm all alone
in some burn out highway town
I'll be thinking of the day that I met you."-The Ataris

"So many things are left unsaid
time For us to go our separate ways
I hope you miss me when your gone."-The Ataris

Yeah so bascially the Ataris wrote all there songs about our posse.
I love you guys!!!!
BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!!!<3<3<3

I LOVE YOU JON BELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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