someone's got to break out
I haven't posted twice in one day in almost a year. I feel it is necessary and it is necessary now.
Marshall Sellars once told me that someone's got to break out. Someone has got to break out. Well, I am breaking out. It's been last place for the first four hundred which is the Starpoint norm. I just finished the first four hundred and now I am approaching the mile marker and I have beaten a third of my opponents in this game. Mr. Lasher has made me aware that I am good shape and good positioning to move up. (This is obviouslly an analogy that only few will understand and those of you who do you know what's about to happen is pretty fuckin sweeet.)
I am on my way.
A month ago I said I would get back on track and be focused. A month ago I was disillusioned because I had lost an election to election fraud. A month ago I was a mess. At the time I only knew where I had been and had no idea where I was going. I said I would get back on track and weeks later I said I was slowly breaking through the daylight. I am so close to breaking through the daylight but not slowly, nope, not slowly at all.
I am on my way.
I have always had everything planned out. (I still do according to Fredrick More. (D-KY)) I still have everything planned. Unfortunately for five months I walked away from the plan for reasons passing understanding. If you'd see it then you'd understand. The plan is still in place.
I am on my way.
The plan has been there and still is there. As of now I am back on the plan. I am back where I want to be. Now, I am working. I am working my ass off. But this is only the beginning. I am focused and must stay focused because, at the end of the day, I still have a chance even after all that has happened. I am still in this game. A month ago, I told you not to count me out. Now, I am telling you count me in.
I have just come to the conclusion that I went three months without believing in myself (as corny as that sounds). Ironically, it was the fact that others believe in me that brought me back to believing in myself.
There are a tremendous amount of people who tell me one thing and one thing only and that is the drive, and that is the fire, and thats what keeps me going. It keeps me going because thats all I have to go on. That what keeps me going is the strongest support anyone can have.
And for those of you who wish to doubt my plan, those of you who want to fuck it all up, or those of you that don't even care, BRING IT ON. I ask you today, BRING IT ON.
There will be no warning sign. It's happening now. It began 19 years ago and it's just getting more intense now. The fight will get harder.
Screw it. It's go time. GAME ON.
He's back. He's back and he's better than ever.
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Marshall Sellars once told me that someone's got to break out. Someone has got to break out. Well, I am breaking out. It's been last place for the first four hundred which is the Starpoint norm. I just finished the first four hundred and now I am approaching the mile marker and I have beaten a third of my opponents in this game. Mr. Lasher has made me aware that I am good shape and good positioning to move up. (This is obviouslly an analogy that only few will understand and those of you who do you know what's about to happen is pretty fuckin sweeet.)
I am on my way.
A month ago I said I would get back on track and be focused. A month ago I was disillusioned because I had lost an election to election fraud. A month ago I was a mess. At the time I only knew where I had been and had no idea where I was going. I said I would get back on track and weeks later I said I was slowly breaking through the daylight. I am so close to breaking through the daylight but not slowly, nope, not slowly at all.
I am on my way.
I have always had everything planned out. (I still do according to Fredrick More. (D-KY)) I still have everything planned. Unfortunately for five months I walked away from the plan for reasons passing understanding. If you'd see it then you'd understand. The plan is still in place.
I am on my way.
The plan has been there and still is there. As of now I am back on the plan. I am back where I want to be. Now, I am working. I am working my ass off. But this is only the beginning. I am focused and must stay focused because, at the end of the day, I still have a chance even after all that has happened. I am still in this game. A month ago, I told you not to count me out. Now, I am telling you count me in.
I have just come to the conclusion that I went three months without believing in myself (as corny as that sounds). Ironically, it was the fact that others believe in me that brought me back to believing in myself.
There are a tremendous amount of people who tell me one thing and one thing only and that is the drive, and that is the fire, and thats what keeps me going. It keeps me going because thats all I have to go on. That what keeps me going is the strongest support anyone can have.
And for those of you who wish to doubt my plan, those of you who want to fuck it all up, or those of you that don't even care, BRING IT ON. I ask you today, BRING IT ON.
There will be no warning sign. It's happening now. It began 19 years ago and it's just getting more intense now. The fight will get harder.
Screw it. It's go time. GAME ON.
He's back. He's back and he's better than ever.
*Leave your comments*