Stressed...
So I'm updating due to stress...
It's been massively long since i have done this, i know..but i need somewhere to vent, and recieve oppinions if any..I liked this guy and i thought he liked me, he told his friend he liked me but was unsure, he talks to me, and he wants to hangout with me..but then he goes and tells a friend of ours who moved away, that i am psycho. That just pisses me off, i mean if you didn't wanna be my friend, or talk to me...then why did you? who does that, who is insanely nice and then goes behind your back saying your psycho? What the fuck..I mean that just pisses me off. Like insanely, it stressed me out all day. I couldn't function all day, because that was all i could think about..I just don't know..I mean ugh, what kind of friend does that? then the other day, he told me he forgot who i was when i moved away and came back..now i dont care, it just bothers me that you had to be that rude. Ugh, i can't get it out of my head..if he talks to me, i might just flip out..i might just scream! I don't know anymore..i mean if someone can play stuff off that well taht i have no idea..than what can i trust? what can i believe in?
Awhile before that, i began liking another kid, who i have heard from a few, can be harsh, and a liar and a cheater...Recently those feelings came back..over break actually..we hung out a lot, and he is soo nice to me, and soo funny, and always keeps me smiling. Even when i try to frown, he won't let me. I like him, and i'm pretty sure he likes me, cause my friend said he said that, and hes completely acting like it. He holds my hand, puts his arm around me, he kissed me..But i don't know whether to believe the things i hear..
UGh, i just don't get guys..i don't know what to do anymore..
Today was soo stressful...
It's been massively long since i have done this, i know..but i need somewhere to vent, and recieve oppinions if any..I liked this guy and i thought he liked me, he told his friend he liked me but was unsure, he talks to me, and he wants to hangout with me..but then he goes and tells a friend of ours who moved away, that i am psycho. That just pisses me off, i mean if you didn't wanna be my friend, or talk to me...then why did you? who does that, who is insanely nice and then goes behind your back saying your psycho? What the fuck..I mean that just pisses me off. Like insanely, it stressed me out all day. I couldn't function all day, because that was all i could think about..I just don't know..I mean ugh, what kind of friend does that? then the other day, he told me he forgot who i was when i moved away and came back..now i dont care, it just bothers me that you had to be that rude. Ugh, i can't get it out of my head..if he talks to me, i might just flip out..i might just scream! I don't know anymore..i mean if someone can play stuff off that well taht i have no idea..than what can i trust? what can i believe in?
Awhile before that, i began liking another kid, who i have heard from a few, can be harsh, and a liar and a cheater...Recently those feelings came back..over break actually..we hung out a lot, and he is soo nice to me, and soo funny, and always keeps me smiling. Even when i try to frown, he won't let me. I like him, and i'm pretty sure he likes me, cause my friend said he said that, and hes completely acting like it. He holds my hand, puts his arm around me, he kissed me..But i don't know whether to believe the things i hear..
UGh, i just don't get guys..i don't know what to do anymore..
Today was soo stressful...