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Stresssed to the maxxx, like woah. so my dad is being a douche, we were shopping the other day, and i said "i dont fit in a few pants cause i think i've gained weight" and he said "yeaaa, all you do is sit on your ass" he calls me fat often and it bothers me, my mom said when they were married he did it to her too, but wendy his wife is bigger than my mom...how does that make sense? and hes got a fucking gut too so fuck him. A couple weeks ago like 2 maybe he was like "whats this? gettin a gut?" and he poked at my stomach, i was like fuck youuu, he really downs my self esteem, he never compliments me and hes always complaining about me, and i cant stand it, im soo glad that i never see him, hes a fucking ass.
Guard, oh my god im on the verge of quiting, we dont know half the show, literally, we know not even half the show..we dont know our marks, we loook like shit, and they yell at us, they say we dont put in effort so we look like shit, but they havent been there to teach the work, they can't blame us...and the girls, they just drive me nuts, not listening getting attitudes, being little bitches, and the thing is, i love guard, its one of my favorite things, i like doing the work, i like learning, but i also like looking good, especially my senior year...ugh, i hate it..
School starts tomorrow, and im scared im a senior, its my last year, but im excited too, but also i have practice, tomorrow, thursday, game friday show saturday, and now with school and shit, i have less time to see my baby, which drives me nuttts...
Guard, oh my god im on the verge of quiting, we dont know half the show, literally, we know not even half the show..we dont know our marks, we loook like shit, and they yell at us, they say we dont put in effort so we look like shit, but they havent been there to teach the work, they can't blame us...and the girls, they just drive me nuts, not listening getting attitudes, being little bitches, and the thing is, i love guard, its one of my favorite things, i like doing the work, i like learning, but i also like looking good, especially my senior year...ugh, i hate it..
School starts tomorrow, and im scared im a senior, its my last year, but im excited too, but also i have practice, tomorrow, thursday, game friday show saturday, and now with school and shit, i have less time to see my baby, which drives me nuttts...