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I guess it's just one of those life happenings...
It's difficult, yes, But it's also something im gonna learn from i guess.
I did'nt want it to happen, and i suppose i could have maybe prevented it, or tried harder at least.
It's something that im gonna have to learn to live with, and i'm gonna vent and be angry, and sad, and 8 million emotions at once, thats just how i deal. I'm sorry if you don't understand it, but this is how i work.
I will be bitter about everything said probably, or atleast i was, and i'll be emotional alot...
But that's life..
I hope that one day, maybe soon we can be friends, i'd give anything for that, i want that more than anything in the world. It may not seem like it, but i do. I know it will be hard for me, maybe not so much you, but for me. But i want to try. You are a great person, and a fun person, and good friends with my friends, and i dont want this..tension..maybe thats not the word for it, but whatever, i dont want things to be like this with our friends forever. I wanna be able to be around our friends and you at the same time, and be okay...
I guess i needed to get that off my chest.
It's difficult, yes, But it's also something im gonna learn from i guess.
I did'nt want it to happen, and i suppose i could have maybe prevented it, or tried harder at least.
It's something that im gonna have to learn to live with, and i'm gonna vent and be angry, and sad, and 8 million emotions at once, thats just how i deal. I'm sorry if you don't understand it, but this is how i work.
I will be bitter about everything said probably, or atleast i was, and i'll be emotional alot...
But that's life..
I hope that one day, maybe soon we can be friends, i'd give anything for that, i want that more than anything in the world. It may not seem like it, but i do. I know it will be hard for me, maybe not so much you, but for me. But i want to try. You are a great person, and a fun person, and good friends with my friends, and i dont want this..tension..maybe thats not the word for it, but whatever, i dont want things to be like this with our friends forever. I wanna be able to be around our friends and you at the same time, and be okay...
I guess i needed to get that off my chest.