I'm sick...and not as in twisted...

Nov 13, 2004 23:59

Bleh, I am sick.  My throat hurts and I'm tired and I think I'm developing an anti social disease.  I just don't feel like going out unless were gunna get drunk or there is a fun time guarenteed.  I used to be rather spontaneous and Hawai'i has just killed that.  It also killed my excitedment for things.  I haven't been excited for something in so long.  I realized that today when we went to sea life park and saw the wolfin (the one on top, that its mom on the bottom.  the mother mated with a false killer whale) and stuff.  Usually I get really excited about marine animals and I wasn't at all until we got there.  And my non existant tolerence for waiting around has been abolished.  I no longer have any patience for anything..  I get really cranky if I have to wait for a bus or anything like that, so I try to wlak everywhere or just not leave campus.  I'm worried I might start to get really depressed, so luckly I'm coming home for Thanksgiving or else I would be in bad shape.  My flight gets in at 6 am on the wednesday before, and I'm gunna be ampped up on caffine all day so I can see every one and do everything I want to do (and eat everything I want to eat).  I want to have one of those brunches we have so if anyone has a good day over that weekend in mind let me know!  love ya and see ya soon...amanda
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