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[lostindarkskys]

I LOVE AND MISS MY BABY SO MUCH... I wonder if he still loves me...
Well even if he doesn't I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Derick if you're reading this... leave a comment.. Even if you don't love me it is okay, tell me. But i'll love you forever like I primised..

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[lostindarkskys]

Derick, I knew this would happen. I told you it would. I just wanted to be with you forever. I still do. I am so sorry i had to fucking fuck up our relationship by fucking moving. Sorry for my language.. I just want to go home. I don't care if you don't want me I still wnat to go back with you. As much as I want to get mad and not hurt, I knew it would happen and I know and understand your reasons,but I still need you. I am sorry to make this so dramatic and all... but i don't know.. Things here are so different... i hate it.. i just want to go home.. with my old friends.. cause i don't have any here... I know you probably already cheated on me and that is what made you make up your mind.. You know your feelings for me won't stay. Please don't tell me "oh, I love you, but we have to brake up cause i think i am going to cheat on you"
Cause to me that says.. I don't love you enough to not cheat on you. When I come down over the summer you will have a new girlfriend.. and you won't even recognize me so...
Through all of this i know still
I'll love you forever like I promised.

Well if you want to write me my address is
775 SW Loncala Loop
Ft.WHite, FL 32038

I'll try to call you...But i sorta don't want to...and i don't really want to tell you why.. you'll laugh at me or something.

(386)497-2984

wow.. old memories flying back..

haha i made a screen name that had DC in it...

Wow.. Derick make sure we keep in touch, cause next time i see you i know it will be wierd and i don't want it to be..I love you. I am sorry I can't show you that from 300 miles away.. but i do... And i still do.. and i will forever..

Spaz

[lostindarkskys]

Derick, It isn't that i don't want to be with you, because i would drive right down there in my dad's truck just to be with you but it is just that i can't expect anything from you. I love you too much to let you hurt me.. SO i won't get my hopes up, I LOVE YOU!...Never forget that, Cause I'll be back, Maybe we can be together then.
Spaz