Dec 10, 2004 15:23
I hate myself i am stupid. I cna';t believe i did that. No body should care for me. Let me take all the blame. Let me deal with this alone. I need this pain. Sister i need this pain. Let me die in peace stop trying to cure the creator of the pain. Please please please don't forgive me. Because i can't belive i did that and i don't deserve forgiveness. I lost her.
Kinasha