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as i sit here thinking of nothinga nd everything, i feel weak for not having the strengthto push you out of my head/
all this thinking never does me any good/
its never brought you any closer to me/
just a fucked-up girl with nothing to lose, praying, waiting for the day that you choose/
knowing where you leave your emotions could never make me love you any less/
blindly fighting for what i never told you i saw...
vague glimpses of what you were meant to be, and all the suffocating darkness in you that makes me feel unclean
all this thinking never does me any good/
its never brought you any closer to me/
just a fucked-up girl with nothing to lose, praying, waiting for the day that you choose/
knowing where you leave your emotions could never make me love you any less/
blindly fighting for what i never told you i saw...
vague glimpses of what you were meant to be, and all the suffocating darkness in you that makes me feel unclean