insomnia made me do it

[lostincairo]

am i what you see?
or am i what you saw?
i wish i understood/
i wish so badly that we could/
was it always this wrong?
has it ever been right?
you should know i never meant it/
you should think i tried to mend it/
calling your name in my sleep/
only waking to find that ive torn up my sheets/
have you ever loved?
have you known what its like?
too much/
too little/
always too late/
hold me one more time/
kiss me well befor eyou say goodbye/
they dont see you like i do/
you may never know the ways i cared/
maybe its for the best/
maybe better for me to think you were never any better than the rest/