FUCK IT
I actually cant take it anymore.. My dad is flippin out on me for everything .. omg.. like wtf... He flips out over everything.. I'm a kid I have friends, they'er gonna call my house, and my cell. I'm seriously gonna snap.. He's like how come they'er not on the computer.. well I dont fuckin know ask them.. I mean seriously how am I supposed to know why they'er not on the computer.. Maybe cuz they'er is more then one person in they'er family that uses the computer.. or Maybe they just dont feel like being on the computer.. like holy shit.. I cant take it.. Does he want to controll my life.. Like seriously. He cant handle his own, let alone mine... He's like I dont know whats goin on but there's something.. well dad let me tell you .. who the fuck cares its my life not yours..
It sucks so bad being home with him, while my mom's at work.. It fuckin blows.. I cant take it.. He yells at me cuz I go out.. He yells at me for being on the computer when I'm not out, he yellsfor ppl callin the house..He yells at me for ppl callin my cell, he yells at me for callin ppl back.. He yells at me cuz there's nuttin to eat.. ( not my fault.) .. at me at me for the dog jumpin on the couch.. And now he just made the comment.. "Another one sneakin, gotta watch you's like a hawlk." Because the dog jumped up.. He yells and he was refering to me as the other person he has to watch.. Like seriously.. I give up.. I'm never good enuff for him, and think everyone else is better then me.. Yet he hates how I have friends.. ugh..GET A LIFE AND STAY OUTTA MINE..
I just want to like give up , break down ,and cry.. I dont get it.. I dont understand. Nuttin I do is right... nuttin is good enough for him. Half of this wouldnt happen if my mom was home.. I mean yea I would get introuble.. but seriously- it sucks so bad, I never see my mom.. I dont understand, what he wants from me... I just cant wait to turn 18 and beable to get the fuck outta here when ever I want. And now he just yelled at me to get off the computer, and when I go to bed, not to turn on the TV. like wtf.. I'll do what I want its my room.. Maybe the TV helps me fall asleep... omg I need to stop.. I just cant take it tho.. Ugh..
Goin to cry or something.. rrrrrrrrggg..
FU
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