I'm baaacckkk

[lostinawirlwind]

Have you enjoyed the 2 yr break? I decided to bring back the LJ movement when a friend of mine brought it up that he still had one. I was like damn I miss writing about my feelings etc. I don't miss the drama that usually occurs from this thing, but who is going to remember this? It's been like over 2 yrs since I wrote in this and people prob think I fell off the face of the planet which I more or less did do. Here's a break down of how life has been. I met a boy I fell in love I was engaged and then I fell outta love and now I'm back at square one. I've pledged a sorority, which I really don't know why and I'm over it now so I'm never around unless it's for my lil or I want to come out of my cacoon. My choices in men have been real catches since my break up. If you have a rap sheet, a daughter, are a basket case, taken, or a general asshole who likes to blow a girl off your a candidate for having something going on with me. I graduate in 5 months from SUNY Albany, with no real plan, and probably no health insurance. But I've got my pit bull Missy, a computer with over 3000 songs and a degree to wipe my ass with so that's all I need according to the world!

I'm not miserable, although this post may lead you to believe otherwise. I'm just pist that I had to fuck up good things, grow up to fast, and realize that I've been lied to my whole life. Everyone said I'm bound for greatness, I'm going to be somebody. But my greatness has passed me, I'm just a part of the machine, and I will live and die like every other average person. My only destiny is to be forgotten.

Well I'm off for now I need to go to bed and get up early do some school work run errands that sorta thing. Tomorrow will be better, it's gota be right?

T