washing my eyes to see, your majesty...to be still and know, that you're in this place

[lostinasmile]

it sucks so bad when you've got something everyone else seems to want...I feel so guilty...well, more like undeserving...I dunno why it's me...I don't wanna rub it in...it's hard to tell someone how amazing it is and something fabulous that has happened when you can see in their eyes that they feel so empty...

maybe i'm wrong...I just want you guys to be happy...

I'm telling you right now...it's worth the wait...live for the exciting things of today...I love ya'll