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[lostinalaska]

what is the matter?
as these eyes do weep.
for nothin
for these days go by and this heart pains within my chest
these eyes are blind
and do not fore see
the troubles within and the life without
can there be a soul of joy in a time of pain within the lives of others
to say everything is gonna be okay and know it 4 myself
others do not and at times can not believe
as i do
i must or i am nothing
nothing within the eyes of a beggar
time, people, life, love
that which i can not do without
at time the pain is completely within my soul as if it is apart
but it does not belong there!
i dont want it
these thoughts this sadness
where does it come from?
why does it exist?
it must fly as i do within my cage
reaching and falling from the height of which i soar
but tomorrow is next and this will be gone
this pain will have sifted away and the heart will be regained
for this missery is not for me although i claim it
as i am drained by my own wickedness...