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shit since everyones doing it...
i was pretty happy here at first. nj is a great state. but living with 4 guys is the shittiest thing ever. actually the other 3 guys are pretty good roomates. patrick isnt. i do everything. he does nothing. he yells at me constantly and is mad at me all the time. he takes all his anger out on me. now joe and patrick work at the same place so everymorning when he drops me off for work i sit in the back. we dont kiss goodbye anymore. most of the time he doesnt even say goodbye, just pulls up and i get out. dont hear from him til he pulls up and i get in. then we go home to more of the same. i want a new bf. i want a new apt. i dont want to go home. i want to move out with some bitches. i want to fuck hot guys. not like continuously. just a couple. ok lets leave that one out. keep it on the dl. alright. i guess he doesnt care anymore. that or hes just way to comfortable. he doesnt even try. no joke i feel like his sister, we dont do anything to make it otherwise. we never go out alone. he doesnt say nice things to me ever. if im upset he yells at me. tells me to go cry in the corner or to someone who cares. if i try talking to him he says he doesnt care. everysingle time we argue he just says he wishes i didnt come here with him. when i try calling him to ask him to go to lunch with me he doesnt answer. when i ask to go do something with him he complains. he talks about cars 90% of the time. food is the other 10% he made me mashed potatos once since we lived here. he makes him and the other guys entire meals. he knows how to cook vegan shit. ive never gotten anything from him. he must think i wont leave. not true.
if only i had someone to move out with. cuz its expensive.
i was pretty happy here at first. nj is a great state. but living with 4 guys is the shittiest thing ever. actually the other 3 guys are pretty good roomates. patrick isnt. i do everything. he does nothing. he yells at me constantly and is mad at me all the time. he takes all his anger out on me. now joe and patrick work at the same place so everymorning when he drops me off for work i sit in the back. we dont kiss goodbye anymore. most of the time he doesnt even say goodbye, just pulls up and i get out. dont hear from him til he pulls up and i get in. then we go home to more of the same. i want a new bf. i want a new apt. i dont want to go home. i want to move out with some bitches. i want to fuck hot guys. not like continuously. just a couple. ok lets leave that one out. keep it on the dl. alright. i guess he doesnt care anymore. that or hes just way to comfortable. he doesnt even try. no joke i feel like his sister, we dont do anything to make it otherwise. we never go out alone. he doesnt say nice things to me ever. if im upset he yells at me. tells me to go cry in the corner or to someone who cares. if i try talking to him he says he doesnt care. everysingle time we argue he just says he wishes i didnt come here with him. when i try calling him to ask him to go to lunch with me he doesnt answer. when i ask to go do something with him he complains. he talks about cars 90% of the time. food is the other 10% he made me mashed potatos once since we lived here. he makes him and the other guys entire meals. he knows how to cook vegan shit. ive never gotten anything from him. he must think i wont leave. not true.
if only i had someone to move out with. cuz its expensive.